Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Mein jab bhi zindagi ki chilchilaati dhoop mein tap kar


Mein jab bhi 
zindagi ki chilchilaati dhoop mein tap kar.... 
Mein jab bhi 
doosron ke aur apney jhooth se thak kar... 
mein sabse lad ke, khud se haar ke, 
jab bhi us ek kamrey mein jaata tha... 
Woh halke aur gehrey kathaii rangon ka kamra, 
woh behadd meharbaan kamra... 
jo apni narm muthii mein mujhe aise chupa leta tha 
jaise koii maa... 
bachhe ko aanchal mein chupa le 
pyaar se daantey... 
yeh kya aadat hai 
jaltii dopahar mein maare maare ghoomtey ho tum 
Woh kamraa yaad aata hai... 

Dabeez aur khaasa bhaari 
kuch zara mushkil se khulney waala 
woh sheesham ka darwaazaa 
ki jaise koii akhad baap 
apney khurdurey seene mein 
shafkat ke samader ko chupaaye ho.... 

Woh kursii 
aur uskey saath woh judwaan behan uskii 
woh dono dost thi merii 
woh ek gustaakh muhfat aaiina 
jo dil ka achha tha 
woh behangam si almaari 
jo koney mein khadi 
ek boodhii annaa ki tarah 
aaiiney ko tanveeh karti thi 

woh ek guldaan 
nanha sa 
bahut shaitaan 
un dono pe hansta tha 
Dareecha, ya zahaanat se bhari ek muskuraahat 
aur dareechey per jhukii woh bel 
koii sabz sagoshii 

Kitaabein, 
Taaq mein aur shelf per 
sanjeeda ustaani bani baithi 
magar sab muntazir is baat ki 
mein unsey kuch poochun 
sirhaaney neend ka saathi 
thakan ka chaaragar 
woh naram dil taqiyaa 
mein jiski Goad mein sar rakhkar 
chat ko dekhta tha 
chat ki kadiyon mein 
na jaane kitney afsaano ki kadiyaan thi 

woh chotii mez per 
aur saamney deewar per 
aavezaan tasveerein 
mujhe apnaaiiyat aur yakeen se dekhtii thi 
muskuraati thi 
unhey shaq bhi nahi tha 
ek din.... 
mein unko aise choor jaaoonga 
mein ek din yuun bhi jaaoonga 
ki phir waapas na aaoonga.... 

Mein ab jis ghar mein rehta huun 
bahut hi khoobsurat hai 
magar aksar yahaan khaamosh baitha yaad karta huun 
Woh kamraa baat karta tha....

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